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Dear Jellybean,

I'm asking help because my mom is just making me feel worse. A few days ago i found out that I am the biggest (as in a weigh the most) in my grade. But see I only weigh 138 lbs and I am 5'7 so I am about a size 4. All my friends are weigh less than me. And it makes me feel terrible. Even my crush weighs less than me! I'm afraid that when i put on jeans that people will compare me to my friends size. I asked my mom if she thought i was to big and she said that i needed to stop eating sweets and exercise more. But i exersise 5 times a week on my school's ultimate team then an extra 4 hrs a week on my volleyball team. I feel like i can't talk to boys cause weigh more than them. I want to weigh at least what my crush weighs (120 ) But its so hard. Please help me, my self confidence is going down the toilet.

-Sort of skinny, yet big