You're definitely obsessed - with hating your body! What's worse, you feel like there's nothing you can do about it except to swear off bikinis. It's important for you to put positive energy into your body, like eating well and doing an exercise you enjoy, if you want to feel happier. Though you may never look like Fergie or Giselle (who does?), you can improve your habits. Caring for your body also means focusing on the positive, like your gorgeous eyes or your awesome hair. Think of your body like a valuable possession, and make an effort to do your best for it.
Way to go! You've managed to maintain a healthy body-consciousness - not an easy thing to do these days, with images of "perfect" models and celebs all over the media. It's probably because you realize things like creativity, humor and intelligence are way cooler than rock-hard abs. Others find you attractive, because you feel comfortable in your own skin, and that shows. Your attitude helps to make you appealing to others, including friends and the opposite sex. Keep up the good work! If you are able, you might want to pass on your attitude to your friends, especially the ones who are down on Otheir own image.
Can you say unrealistic expectations? You're determined to have the perfect body - no matter what. Give yourself a break! Even though you think looking like a model, or dieting yourself down to a low number on the scale, will make you happy - it probably won't. Happy people eat birthday cake and don't spend half their day obsessing over calories, inches and clothing sizes. You're got a lot more to focus on than your body - how about your friends, your fun projects, or the big party that's coming up? When you're all about yourself, there's no energy left for other people, and that makes you, well... boring. You're so much more that that, right?