This, except March. We dated on and off for 6 years, he was my first everything, and the reason I kept going back is those little dormant feelings that never left. I don't long to have him back this time at all, though. I think about him a lot but I don't know where I stand on my feelings, really. Like if something really bad happened to him, I'd probably still be there for him. I dunno. I'd be fine with never talking to him again. I would definitely never date him again, this time is really FINAL in my mind... unlike the last three times lol.
Originally Posted by DollyGirl*
Sometimes I can hear my bones straining under the weight of all the lives I am not living.