Okay, I'm just going to be blunt here. I think you sound crazy..lol sorry. Your relationship with your ex seems unhealthy. Your lives should not revolve around each other. It's GOOD to have your own lives. Your bf has one. You should get one too. I think you should try to get used to this, stay busy, and spend more time with friends. Your bf is obviously an independent person and if you bring this up it might seem needy and put him off.
Your bf loves/wants you so you shouldn't worry.
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I'd let go, but there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
I'm breathing in your skin tonight, quiet is my loudest cry. I would not want to wake the eyes that make me melt inside. And if it's healthier to let you be, may a sickness come and set me free. Kill me while I still believe that you were meant for me.