sorry to bump from before but i feel like i need this right now.
i get it. you think you are in control. this means you can abuse me and **** with me all you want. you can push me and ill still want you back the next day. you can **** your girlfriend and i won't say a word. you can make me feel guilty for wanting more, for wanting something real, and wanting something else. something where i will actually be happy. you can make me believe that being sexist and demeaning in bed doesn't reflect you at all. you can take full advantage of my naive sexual experiences. you can convince me to do things i am positive i do not want to do, like **** without condoms, because you have the power to make me hate my body and self even more than i already do. you can do whatever you like when I'm drunk. you think i am foolish enough to go along with whatever you desire and never even realize it is the antithesis of what i want.
you are mainly right. i won't say a word, i won't fight back. you'll **** her for a month and a half and then ill return without saying a word. but i know what you are doing. i know you hook up with the "broken girl" type and pretend to help her while taking advantage of her. i know it is wrong. and i will silently resent you for it forever.
**** you and your sociopath ways,