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So today wasn't totally horrible. It wasn't actually bad. It wasn't great but hey, I'm not complaining. I'll take what I can get. My last period teacher actually asked me if I was okay today. I've had other teachers ask me that beofre too.
Lunch wasn't actually awkward with my ex best guy friend that I wrote about before. It was kinda funny we were all just talking about random things.
So I finally went over
That would be sarcasm.
I haven't blogged in almost a year, so here I am. This is more of a self vent.
Things in my life are just kinda...blah. That's the only word I can find to describe it really. I was worse more towards the second half to the end of last year. I don't hate life as much as I used to but I'm certainly not embracing it. Basically I get up in the morning, go to school, come home, do whatever, maybe homework, laze around go to bed and get up and do
This is copy and pasted from the "Depression and Stress" board under the thread "The Vent Topic".
Okay my life doesn't really suck that much compared to other peoples and there are people who don't even have food or a home and stuff and that my life could be a lot worse and im probably overreacting but I still need to vent.
Ug I always feel like crying now and usually for no apparent reason.
I think I'm becoming depressed and I feel like my friends
Because my life is so exciting right? HA! sure..
Anyways just because im so bored im going out of my mind, seeing as im sick and...really bored.
Broken up with my boyfriend (we're still friends)
It's weird, I found out I wasn't really ready for a relationship and stuff but I've found myself wanting one...weird? But I guess a lot of girls dream of fairytale romances with their prince charming. I guess I just want an improved one? I'm not sure.
Getting good grades (Y)
So today is the magical day of April Fools, where my immature but slightly amusing boyfriend and best guy friend sought out to pull pranks on me and my other best (girl) friend. Good times...
So my life right now is alright. Not any big stress, other than my friend who was my best friend but we've been talking less and less and she seems like she's pulling away from me but today that wasn't a huge issue.
so yeah, some mean girls kinda bugged