My sweet baby, this is where the game ends now...
byon January 25, 2009 at 01:27 PM (1779 Views)
**** it. I am obviously not capable of being in a relationship, not now. He is an ass, and obviously I cannot get a good bf, and I don't deserve this. I just wish I could be in a relationship for longer than a week. I would love for the feeling of something substancial, but I know that he doesn't give me any security whatsoever. I just don't like the single life. Everyone talks about all the flirting you can do and whatnot, but it isn't even that great. But I hate him. I HATE him. He's a conceited, shallow, lying bitch and I don't need that. I feel like so much crap, I am just wasting my life away with losers. So **** it. I don't know what to do anymore.