If you have been reading my blogs for a while you understand some of my predicaments i found myself wrapped in. I reread them and i was thinkin about how much i want to slap my past self in the face for being so niave. I was completely wrong when it came to riley. i never loved him. like i love anthony. i never wanted him like i want anthony and i want to hurt my past self for being so self absorbed. I guess i wanted to be in love. I guess i wanted it soo bad i was willing to hurt anyone to have
Ahhhh another blog about my bf. but htis time i need help. first lets get somethin straight i love my bf more than anything inthis universe but i get mad at him alot. He lied to me about something that i asked him when we first started going out and i keep thinking about and this white hot flash of anger just escapes me. I hate all the girls he ever dated and i hate all the things he did with those girls. and it hurts when im done being mad cuz i love him so much and i dont want anyone to take
This is me, giving my last good bye's
Even though you are no longer with me,
Doesn't mean your not still on my mind
You're still there, in the back of my head
How can I forget you, after all the times we had
All those little moments, I counted them as the best times of my life
Because, they were with you.
I walked past the beach the other day,
That same beach we went to, where we went, just so I could sit there, cuddling with you.
i changed my username to PaperPlanes cuz i just felt like i needed a change in my life and also cuz my new theme song in Paperplanes by MIA sooo yeah. anyways ill blog later cuz its morning here and i gotta get to school sooo ttyl or at 1:25 lol
you know what really grinds my gears? when ppl tell me im a liar. when ppl tell me im not in love that i dont know what it is. my cousin taylor said she hates how me and anthony always look so in love when we really dont know what it is. Mybe i do. maybe you dont. she has no right to talk that way. im sorry but she'll never know how i feel cuz shes so hard and cold. i know this is my cousin but its true. im sorry if it comes off rude but i really dont care anymore Rayne has done to much in the