NEWS UPDATE OF MY SPRING BREAK

So during my Spring Break I sort of kind of got with my exbf Riley. Ya know the one I thought I was madly in love with but really I just had this huge unfathomable crush on him. Anywho, that was pretty much the highlight of my spring break. Oh and Anthony broke me again.....but that doesn't matter cause he is soooo out of my league anyways(faint chuckle).

Guy Troubles

So there is this boy who is kind of Anthony's best friend ...

I understand that I have not blogged in quite sometime. So I guess most of my most faithful readers have wondered where I have been. Did she die? Is she okay? Why is she not blogging doesn't she understand my life depends on it? I'm totally joking. Anyways in the time that I have been away so much has happened so I shall blog one important story until all the stories are out and then we can get to my thoughts on important matters of the world I'm joking again.

So first story of ...

I really cannot stand you right now. You were supposed to be my friend. You were supposed to take care of me. Instead, you stab me in the back by letting me make stupid decisions. Life, I hope you are happy with yourself. I hope you get all you wanted out of yourself. I pray that you make everyone happy and nobody suffers ,but remember this, Life, remember the little girl you hurt so bad. Remember a little girl named Toriana. Remember how that little girl cried herself to sleep because you let her ...

Okay so I'm not perfect and no one is perfect but we all try our hardest to be right? Even if we don't make it to perfection some us get pretty darn close. As for me...I am far from it.

Yes, okay I have made some very wrong choices in the past. Key word past!!!! That doesn't mean it determines my future. I mean I'm a kid practically. Sure I can speak mature thoughts and process mature questions better than anyone my age but that doesn't automatically define my maturity. I am stupid ...

So get this me and my..now exbf...broke up. Yeah...gosh this sucks...how many guys am I going to have to go through until I find one that will actually stay? He said that we were to different that he was quiet and I was loud and that he just wanted to be single... I laughed. but ya know what I actually broke up with him...on accident. I was just joking around with him and he took it seriously! He said it was for the best anyways because I would be alot happier without him. I wasn't even in love ...