Remember anthony. well we started tlking again. He told me he would allways love me. And that he cant stop thinking about me. ugh. i mean its sweet and all but he reminds me everyday. he'll never let me forget. lol. Well i have a new bf who i have been dating for a month now. And i mean we are very close rite. But anthony asked me out yesterday nite. And i told him i would think about it. i dont want to break his heart agin. i mean hes like one of my best friends. so i love himas a friend. and i ...

Im tired of myself. i just got a wake up call today. i am a self centered b*tch who only says i hete my life or im srry or i love you. Well thats over with. I love my life now. Because its getting better. And im not srry anymore. im done being sorry. He can go on with his life and love whoever. It wont bother me anymore. I wont speak with him or even look his way. No, thats a lie. lol But i kno when i come back to Arkansas and he sees me he will be exstatic im back and he want me everyday of his ...

Well lets see here guess what happened yesterday. no dont even bother guessing cuz i will tell you anyways. You see today i feel so much better. Not because i am finally not sick anymore but because my boyfriend i think broke up with me today. eh oh well dont feel bad for me. Cuz it wasnt going anywhere anyways. This kid at my new school(soon to be old) loves me rite so this leads to questions on what imma bout to tell you. On facebook he tells me i hate to tell you this but Mark broke up with you. ...

First im sooo sorry for not blogging. Some things have come up. Well thankfully im going back to Arkansas soon YES!!!! i think Riley still has a smalll bit of feelings for me. I am also now in another relationship with a guy who has a record of hitting girls and he has actually hit me. I kno sometimes hes joking but if i push him back he'll push harder. idk. And anthony from back home and i are tlking again. we argue constantly. lol ummm yep thats about it.

Well today was a good creepy day i got in touch with Riley and he told me he still had feelings for me and that he wanted to be more than just friends. As for Cameron here he spent all first period looking at me. I thought it was so sweet he is soooo adorble his eyes are very big and brown. Absolutely adorably. He is kind preppy but he is absolutely for me. I know it. Well i gotta go back to art. i hope you spent time with your mom yesterday