Hes the sweetest guy i had ever me and he can be a real @ss then he gets all sweet again and then hes an @ss. but still i love him and i kno it in my heart and everyone can say im too young. but have u ever thought that maybe just maybe we do love these ppl. and we'll do anything for them. and now i feel a wall buildng. liket heres something he isnt telling me. is he not saying he loves me or wants nothing to do with me o does he completely hate me. but it makes my love for him go lowe and lower ...

oaky so this blog is not about love or anything. its about my wicked step mother. shes such a hypocrit. she told me never to do drugs adn she out there doin meth with her brother. She also was diagnosed with limes disease. and had to have eart surery she told em she could die. But really she had a 99% chance of living u do the easy math. She has also cheated on my father multiple times. like hundreds upon hundreds and i only found out about two. My aunt nikki knew about all this but she never told ...

Today of all days my first loe called me at idk 2 in the morining to tell me he was sorry for calling me a self centered B!itch. i thought that was sweet and all and i forgave him. but was it to late. did i really forgive him? of course. i love him. but if he would have apologized like 3 months later would i have been completely over him and still be pissed at him. or was this the perfect time to apologize to me. He said he would call me back and i have theorized that if he calls me back it means ...

It seems all girls look at the more logical side of a relationship then we do our emotional side. it seems that rite wen we are going to break up with a guy we think about what life would be like without him and if what we r doing is the right thing to do. but we completely ignore what our heart is saying. Stay with him. Give him another chance. But that is only in matters of if we really love someone. Now if you were dating a person and had no intentions or emotional feelings to love him adn stay ...

Rule number one-Never stop thinking about him for more than a minute cuz thats the minute he''ll pop up.
Rant- you see a couple days ago i had completely stoppped thinking about my ex bf and first love riley. I was for sure i was over him when that night i fell asleep. I had a wonderful dream about him. A dream that i had had long before. It made feel in love again. My heart raced in the dream. i felt all those emotions all over again. but im not soposed to love him anymore. Im suposed ...