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Dear Jellybean,

I feel really lonely. I lost 2 best friends, and it is not that I need them specifically back, but I need someone else to take their place. They weren't the kind of friends I would call "besties" anymore because of how they ended up treating me. I can't seem to find someone wacky but with good judgement and also nice to fill in the place of my ex-best friend, Taylor. And I have someone who took the other one's place, but I need more than just 3 bffs. My 3rd bff lives an hour away (I don't see her often or have a lot of contact with her), and the other two are all I have. I have other friends, but they are not close enough to me to where I can share secrets or tell them anything important, or even invite them over. I am homeschooled, so it is hard to make friends and meet guys (I would totally choose public school over homeschool...the teachers don't scream at you there or threaten to not let you go to dance). I may go back next year, but how do I survive my life this year? I get teased by my four siblings, screamed at during school by my mom, and pushed around by my older brother(he calls me a retard all the time).

Thx for reading my long letter!

Besties Needed